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If You Have Any Help To SpareOh, my dear
If only it were that easy
To ask for your help
Tis not your stead
For I have fought, am fighting
Waging wars on myself
As I make my journey to that time
Where fireflies sing and cities burn bright
In the dead of night
Of which I know nothing of the light
And I am screaming for the world to hear
Nothing but silence is heard
A part of me is wanting to be noticed
Notice me, notice me, notice me
I can't rewind time
I can not erase these scars
As if it's too late
I need, I need, I need
For all of this, all of this doubt...regret...disgust with myself
To dissolve, just fade away
Erase all of my mistakes
HelicaseHelio and I were always sitting on the stairs, chatting about the lamina and occasionally making snide remarks about ribosomes. There wasn't much for us to do. Our job was to simply be, and let the RNA scribble down the letters on our foreheads when they came around every once in a while. Helio was a G, I was a C. It wasn't exactly fulfilling, I suppose. There wasn't much to be filled. So to pass the time, we talked.
"You ever wonder?" Helio asked.
"About...well...what's out there." Helio and I were rooted to the stairs, quite happily, but it was awkward to move in. He kind of twisted in the general direction of the closest pore. "Out in the cytoplasm."
"I haven't," I admitted. "What's there to wonder about?"
"That's exactly the thing. I have no idea." Helio sighed, gazing into the distance. "Somehow it feels like we play this huge, huge role in something important, but how can we when we don't even know what that something is? I want to be something that, that has
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