Your A Mark On My HeartI missed youAnd felt the emptiness that your absence caused meThe sorrow was maddeningLike the burning of fire through my veinsHear my cries of pain and pleasureSee meLook at me writhe in agonyInstead you see right through meYou memorize meI can't take my eyes off of youAnd I smile every time you speakHow can I tell you what I mustn't sayI don'tI bite my tongue and try to forget youThere will always be a mark on my heart made by youAnd every time I see you smile I'll know it wasn't made by meI will cringe when you speak of himAnd suffer in silence until you are forgotten.
She'll Never KnowThis pain, its like it eats away at my very being, what I feel for her. And it hurts, this wanting, and I hate myself for it. And she'll never know.
Endeavors of the HeartThis longing hurts me more then you knowWith every breath I takeI shake with anticipationTill I see you againDeny me the right endeavorsOf my weak heartI am wrongYou just don't understandYou never willWhy am I always the only oneChained, alone in the shadow of your futureShe see's right through meI am paralyzed by that gazeI can never move, neverWhen our eyes meet she smilesSo gentlyAnd my heart skips a beatI am devoured in that raptureThen she is gone and I am stuck hereWanting her more and knowing I'll never have her.