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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 3, 2009, 6:53 AM

Mood: Miserable
Listening to: National Product - Love Me
Reading: Seimaden
Watching: The Wallflower
Eating: Oreos
Drinking: Water

_{Gosh, last week was horrible. First off, well, Will and I had gone to Santa Rosa before work and we came back and he said he'd fill up my gas tank in the morning. Well, we both forgot. So when I tried to start my car that night it wouldn't start. So I text him saying I'd be late because I got to get gas. He said he'd just get a ride from Henry.

So that made me mad, that he could so easily take a ride from someone else. It made me mad, it was because of him I had no gas. So I got angry and then everything he had done or hadn't done that I should have gotten mad at at that time just came at me and I was furious with him. And on accident I called him an idiot on the sales floor in front of the other associates.

He said if I was anybody else he would have coached me, so he didn't talk to me for a couple days. Then he's finally talking to me and I go and screw up again. He told me something about one of the assistant managers and told me not to tell anyone. And what did I do I blurted it out at lunch time in the break room. That assistant manager found out and she was going to fire me but Will talked her out of it so I'm just going to get coached.

And the other day Will got some bad news he was crying, he said he'd tell me later what it is. I think his dad may have lung cancer. So all of this and me screwing up and he ignores me. I just feel useless and I don't know what to do. I've told him I'm sorry and everything but I just don't know what to do for him. Probably leave him alone and let him come to me when he's ready or something. I'm just so sad and I can't do anything for him.

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~santuary Mar 3, 2009, 7:57:42 PM

I'm just glad you updated...

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~fujiwara-08 Mar 4, 2009, 5:17:53 AM

oh my...T_T...you should wait for the tides to calm down...

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=Before-I-Sleep Mar 4, 2009, 5:29:09 AM

Yeah that's what I'm thinking, he's that type of person. So I figure I'll give him his space and let him come to me if he wants.

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~fujiwara-08 Mar 4, 2009, 5:31:13 AM

yeah...

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=Before-I-Sleep Mar 4, 2009, 5:54:11 AM

I think his dad may have lung cancer, I remember him saying that if his dad died he would lose it. He wouldn't know what to do. I guess all I can do is be there for him.

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~fujiwara-08 Mar 6, 2009, 2:34:17 AM

^^ yeah...(sorry for the late reply...

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