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Thinking of Leaving Home

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 2, 2009, 7:27 AM
I'm thinking of just leaving. After my birthday, I think I'll just leave. I'm not going to tell anyone, I'm just going to leave and not come back. No one will care anyway. And this pain is way too much and I need to get away from it. I can't accept that he just used me and lead me on. He may or may not ever want a relationship but he sure wants girls to fuck. And I am sick and tired of being lied to. So I'm going to leave home and never come back here.



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:iconqara:
*hugs* I know how you feel my dear. But leaving won't fix anything. If you leave you will always wonder what could have happened. You will feel bad for not just confronting him and getting the straight answer, and if you never get one, just telling him to go f*** himself.

You don't know what could happen to you if you leave. Where do you plan to go? Do you have somewhere you can stay? Money? Just be sure that's what you want BIS.

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I wish you the best and I know you'll do what's best for you.

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:iconaiyren:
I dont know what happend, but from what I read here you are very dissapointed by someone :( I'm sorry to sat that I do know that feeling very well..
I felt like that too, a few years ago, just go away and take a big, a very big breal from the world, just not wanting to be reminded what happened. but instead I found the Doctor, and with his show he really helped me, altough it was just a tv show.. What I'm trying to say is, just try and focus on something you love :) it WILL help you.

I hope I can help you with this advice, and I wish you the best :)

xx Aiyren

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Thanks, I'll see what I can do.

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I know, maybe I'll just take a lone vacation. I'm not sure, I just don't want to be reminded of it.

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:iconqara:
*hugs* sorry :(

Not to be rude...but you did make a post about it.

*hugs* I hope things get better for you.

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:iconladyley:
I have missed a lot, I haven't been reading anyone's journals at all here. I'll go digging through yours so I know some more.

What ever is going on it, it sounds like your in pain. When you say your leaving, do you mean just your home, or your whole town? State?

I must say you have to do what is right, and if leaving it all behind is what it takes then go for it. It is a really big step. I actually wish I had the courage to do such a thing. To walk away from every one that has hurt you. Start over somwhere else. I just hope you have some where to go and can be safe. Good luck my friend. :cling:

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