Before-I-Sleep

Dear Dianna. So I'm sitting here listening to the soundtrack to The Perks of Being a Wallflower, in a small NorCal town in which nothing exciting ever happens, and suddenly I’m hit with the inspiration to finally get around to writing to you. Merely because I so strongly wanted you to know how much you’ve helped me. I’ve stumbled upon a bout of courage which does not come easily to me. I suppose it’s another one of those things I find myself seeking out quite often.  You, yourself, have been quite the inspiration to me. In all my struggles, my ups and my downs, I’ve always found great inspiration from you. I&rsq

It was raining that day after school and Rachel just stood there staring out into the rain, she had sent Finn away so she could be alone with her thoughts to figure out where to go without NYADA. And also, because the doubt Quinn had planted with her speech of not marrying Finn became even more prominent. But isn't that all she had now? To be the wife of Finn Hudson? Or could there really be more than that? She was just so unsure of everything now, should she marry Finn, should she let him go, and what's she going to do now that she may never make it to her dreams? All she could think of is that day in the bathroom when Quinn told her that s